sappypy

okay first i see a fucker who can't live on in life in the morning, and i start coughing like there's a feather stuck in my throat after that till now and my chest hurts like there's a knife at it or something when i breathe and my remote connection failed to connect to the workplace's computer and my friend's pissed with me and the fucking son of a bitch cunt whore slut agent just delayed moving out of here again. tell me what the fuck's wrong now. FML.

I've been thinking lots about my life and
How quick I'd wash it down the drain
Past tense the future, nothing matters now
I act on my own and I'm to blame
Living's a wicked dream, where things turn out all wrong
We're all so weak, no matter how strong

I tried running away from me
Convince me that I've grown, but I can't
Change so unnaturally, Demons they follow me
I quit running away from me
Convinced that I have grown, but found out
All my reasons for insanity, all a part of me

Don't lend me your hand
I can't trust myself
So how can you trust me

We've all made selfish bad decisions
We've all tried dishing out the blame
Convinced ourselves of our own actions
My problem is I'll never change
In doubt, some good comes out
I'll fold before it's time
Can't promise you that it's my last time

maofaogaorian: Thanks jies.

sap: Thanks mich for giving him a new house!

okay off to bed!

woke up on time for service today and survived through the day till the nike fair. had this tasteless ban mian and tasteless milo for lunch before heading down to the nike fair. queue-ed up for bout 5mins or so and we were able to enter~ saw many syalam around cos it was a SALE and prices were like dipshit or something. so many of them were their tall caps and all were grabbing and grubbing their stuff like some........ anyways headed down to abel's house after that. wanted to go bbt but found out it was closed when we reached there, so we ended up heading down to the dvd rental shop opposite abel's house to rent some shows to watch for the night. ended up choosing one only, titled "men in white". headed up to abel's house after that to chat while waiting for the others to come.



hungry!!                                                                   bubble~




ryan stealing food~

when everyone was present, we slacked around awhile more before ordering mac and watching the men in white. the show's bout how ghosts survive in the current real world and how they scare people for their own fun~ quite a funny show but the fun started only after the show..



courtesy from ryan's blog! he has magic fingers when working with these pictures.




lao sai!!!                                          hip kwon do!



all together~

okay that's bout it. refer to ryan's blog for more! teehee, time to bathe and sleep. night~

woke up feeling feverish and terrible today and thought i wouldn't be out of the house or anything today! but somehow i recovered and ended up going to church! woke up late tho, and ended up cabbing to church.. again.

it was forum theatre week and they acted out a small skit involving bad friends and good friends and sex friends and.. thats bout it. had the usual praying stuff and then dismissal. next, we headed down to 85 for dinner and fun and some peektures taken.





and michelle's got her peekture taken!



erica and I, rachelle with her nostril flare, abel with his crow spirit influence and.. michelle with joe~.

only ate porridge and sugar cane, no fried or spicy stuff! 

"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
 
teehee, took a peekture with some scary M too.

went home after that, was supposed to take bus 2 home but, things happened along the way :/ saw a dog like jag named a-pearl and a cockerspaniel called venus. wanted to take peektures of them but there wasn't much light around so WELL. tried to save a cat from suiciding too but my sis says its okay for them to jump off, so took the express way home. came home bathed and eat the delicious creampuff from ryan and realised its already 12:27am. alright, cya guys. gotta rum and raisins.

Alright, came back up from networking with ryan and my sis and when there's ryan around means photos would be taken somehow. so we started off with singles.



and then moved on to doubles


and then triples



and randoms~



and not forgetting ryan's shoes which brought him thus far!


the following pictures are un-edited and are non-fictional, viewer's discretion is advised.

the crow spirit



MY OH! AHHHHH!



after all these, ryan gave us the shasha scream again and then we brought him to take a cab home~ thats it for the night!

p.s watch the chewren ryan.

Watch underworld: rise of the lycans -> dinner -> home

nothing much happened between the show and dinner.

dinner was just.

"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"
"lai, zhan qi lai, tiao wu, kuai tian!, zhuo xia, ok, stand!, dance!, FAST!, sit!"

went eric's house to collect ice cream and then his kind soul-ed dad drove me home. soooo kind, ok thats bout it. gotta go down meet ryan for awhile teehee.

Woke up, diarrohoea and couldn't leave the toilet cos it was seriously like pee-ing through the ass. think it must have been that damn egg bread i ate last night with the sour ham and i'm also coughing now, ahhhhh. went to meet eric and michelle today nevertheless, and saw that eric's platelet count level rose up again! and not just by abit but rather pretty close to a normal human's platelet count. so it seems that the prayer really worked somehow~

Went to eric's house for lunch after that and we had cup noodles for lunch this time~ played some dota, slacked around, and i fell asleep somehow again. woke up to find eric watching madegascar2 and michelle fiddling with her new found toy. continued to slack around and jag around till we decided to call mac.. again! aunty grace came back and asked why we were always mac-ing too~ went home after that, sent michelle to the usual place and took a taxi home from there. sorry no photos today cos i was probably sleeping or something while everything happened teehee.

okay, today was rather similar to yesterday cept eric was more sickish~ he was probably in bed the whole time he was at home and wasn't feeling too well when we were at the polyclinic. and the queue at the polyclinic was as usual friggin long and messy and by the time our turn arrived, the doctor happily told us that we did not need to queue up with the rest as eric's condition was special. so well! lesson learnt there.. went to get lunch first after that and we ended up buying bread for lunch cos we kinda felt like eating bread ~

once we reached eric's house, we had to put him to sleep and michelle again cooked up some love meal for him while i ate my bread~ while eric's sleeping, we decided to play bowling buddies and attempt to get a perfect score but failed miserably ): then it so happened that the thermometer spoilt and we didn't really know what the problem was. so i went down to try get a battery from some mini mart there and the uncle there kind of knew it wasn't the battery's problem and just sold it to me. son of a blardee... anyway, the clinic down there didn't sell a thermometer too so we had to wait for kind abel's thermometer to arrive. wanted to get michelle to sleep after that but she insisted on staying awake for some reason ~ but i fell asleep somehow till 6+ and had this emergency call from abel asking for our dinner orders, and as usual we had mac lol.

abel came and bought a thermometer from somewhere and claims he got it free, while my sister bought the food from mac and claims that it was free too, so WELL guys, thanks~ played around with jag jag and slacked around after that and also occassionally going into eric's room to check on him~





remembered i had a michelle solo picture taken but i think it got deleted ):

finally, before we left we had our fellow youth leader praying for eric and then we went home after that! met denise's friend at the bus stop and she looks like my former colleague from another company~ some long lost twin or something. took a bus then a train back tonight tho, been awhile since i've done that. so just watched my sis do her work till we reached home and here i am, clean sap teehee.

k guitaro time teehee.

home -> 'work' -> home

Started off my day working as a private nurse for eric again as he was still sickish. Doctor said his palates (or platates) count was dropping and he would need to get back tmr for another blood test to confirm whether he really had dengue or not. As usual, they did their trick of pretending not to draw any blood but in actual fact they drew a whole test tube of blood somehow somewhere.

Went for lunch and towards Eric's house after that~ Everyone was so hyped up bout Sims 2 and facebook on the journey there, BUT when we reached eric's house, the Sims 2 party become some sort of slumber party LOL.

Okay so they claim i fell asleep first, then michelle then ryan.



Michelle, the winner of the slumber party with a total of 6 hours ++ of sleep!!



Ryan, who I have no idea how long he slept for but still, managed to take a peekture of him sleeping.

And of cos, there is jagg..... what can we do without him!




Everyone woke up later on and then we headed down to changi v for dinner and eric was still sickish after the dinner ended, so we walked him back up his house made sure he was alright then went home with ryan and michelle. michelle as usual being stubborn and all didn't want to take a bus before we took our ride home, so she being the kind soul again made sure we got into our ride before she went off.

Thats all for the day! Gonna Sims 2, make a nice house, nice person, nice baby, nice toilet, kitchen..

1st Feb: Celine's house.

Food -> Silent Hill 4 -> Went off.

Great food, timid Andrew, sa gua Rachelle that's bout all that happened there!

Went for a short shopping trip with Ryan to get some stuff, didn't get what he originally wanted but got himself other stuffs he wanted too~ Bought coke and headed over to my place. Was watching some funny videos together but I somehow ended up sleeping on the bed and my mum chased Ryan off again. Walked him to the bus stop along that treacherous road and then headed back home. Nothing funny happened today! Maybe just Andrew screaming..

2nd Feb: Work.

Work -> Eric's house

Worked like hardworking sap today even though nothing could work and I was tired and not bothered by anything, met Ryan for lunch and back for my afternoon nap. Then breaking news came to me and I had to immediately rush to meet Eric and save him, met him on the train and then went to his house and prepare food and stuff for him.

Didn't know Michelle could cook till I saw it with my own eyes! She whipped up a delicious meal for Eric instantly and fed him as he wasn't able to hold up the bowl~ She even offered to wash my cup LOL. After that we followed the routine of playing with Eric's doggy and helped place cold towels on his head(if it helps). Ryan came soon after we just watched dramas, and somehow i fell asleep again. By the time I woke up it was dinner time and we decided to order mac (as usual) and went to make sure Eric's still okay. Wanted to help Eric order some mac too but his aunty insisted that he ate the home made porridge from his grandma, so sorry Eric ):  And Aunty Grace paid for our mac even though we insisted, so kind! Kind owners have kind dogs.. anyway Eric was given two fries cos he was kinda drooling watching us eat our meal and because he had this 999 year old ginseng drink which definitely did not look like a drink at all.

Put him back to bed and we had to go cos Aunty Grace was saying its late and all so we proceeded home~ No need to mention the means of transport when it comes to Ryan and me going home together. We walked Michelle to her bus stop so she could take bus home, but she ended up walking home from there~ No more walking to bus stops already Michelle LOL. Alright gotta go sleep soonish and wake up early tmr teehee. Night babies, sorry for the wordy blog posts, will TRY to upload some peektures next time~
 

Oh, sorry. Forgot bout mentioning Ryan's triple jackpot LOL. KAREEEEEEENAR.

Teehee, back from night walking.. oops i mean night cycling. Sorry for the confusion there as I forgot we had bikes and moved at 5km/hour. Okay, so here's what happened. Committee members told us to get to East Coast Park's Mac by 10. And having punctuality in our blood, Desiree, Ryan, Eric, Michelle and I decided to cab down from Bedok Interchange at 9.45 as we were afraid of being late and getting scolded by the leaders. SO we reached at 10, game marshalls told us we could meet them, and calvarites were still in church doing their goddamn briefing or something, even praying. Now, I'm not against these and all but even if you pray in a group, everyone wouldn't be sincere(maybe the guy praying's not sincere too LOL) so what's the point of praying in group and spewing whatever comes out of your mind and praying for the sake of praying, gawd. Anyway, we waited till like 1045 or something, they gave out bikes and stuff and then WAITED again! For some cheer/groupname kinda thing, so well, we were stuck there for like till 11.30 or something before we got everything started.

Games were fun (in some sense, as everyone played together) kinda creative of Euvin to think up of all these ideas, well done~ Here's the thing that made us(eric and I) pissed. We both were riding this dual bike-monster truck thing and getting it to move was really as easy as we thought. That means less stopping and more moving right? Well, our group just did the opposite of that and we were stopping every ten minutes or so and when we stopped, we would get this "Oh, never mind lets go" kinda shout from some random PoS in our group. SO GREAT, that wraps it up for night walking.

Cycled to changi V for some nasi lemak for supper. Everyone was dying and stuff and I was wondering how we would make it back to East Coast Park. Thanks to the Teos sisters, Eric and I got our own bikes! The cycling back was the good part, we were able to cycle back with anyone at any pace, so it was fun! Decided to cycle with the last few guys like Michelle, Desiree and Eric. Michelle was doing stunts, eric was trying to convince Michelle to hand over Euvin's bike and Desiree and I were normal riders. So we rode on, but got left behind sometimes ): but still, arrived in East Coast safely~ And gosh, Ryan had this deep wound and was gushing out blood so fast no medic could stop it but luckily i went over and the blood stopped flowing LOL. Okay forget bout the previous part, he tripped and fell over his bike cos of lousy bikers who stop their bikes in the middle of the road for NO reason. Gawd, talking bout churchies makes me wanna.. anyway thats bout all, sorry Ryan you had to walk home alone teehee. 

Okay, I've not been to work for 9 days now and it's gonna be 10 days after friday's over. Time to change for the better and stop skipping work \o/, also quit dota and play more guitar to beat that sungho talented maomao guy.

Uneventful day today, the events that followed;

- woke up
- amuse myself
- blog

Tommorrow will be a better day!

Oh, and did I mention bout how I dislike people sticking their nose into whatever I do and getting me to do things that they assume I like? Here's a message to you if you ever read this, I won't be nice forever so leave me be and stop bothering with what I do everyday or things will get disgusting like you know who(:

Teehee cya babies.

My first post on livejournal!

- I love my wife
- l hate work
- No idea why I decided to post this
- Okay, time to message ryan and sleep;

night!